Hard to find the words

    I’ve been thinking for 3 hours what to write about. I don’t know where to start or what I should write about. I have so much imagination that I can’t handle all of it. I am just lost… It’s 11:15 pm, and I am tired and sick. How was my day ? Well, who cares ? Everybody has their own life. I don’t know what MY life has more than others. So, no, I won’t write about my day. My health ? I’m sick! So what ? Everybody is sick in his own way. I really don’t know what to talk about. Maybe, next week, I’ll put my thoughts in order and write something interesting. I don’t really like my thoughts though. It’s always sad ! It looks like my life is a sad story ! Even though I’m the first one to say that life is beautiful, I just can’t find something ” Beautiful” to talk about… I start to think about something “beautiful” and then it turns into something “awful”. For example, last night, I dreamt about my bestfriend ever. Nice huh? Well, not that nice, she was dead. What’s wrong with me ????!!!! I don’t know. I am not a bad person, I love people around me, but inside I have all this angers ! Why ? I wish I know why… Ok I think I’m going to stop now, because my paragraph doesn’t make any sense. I am just writing to write… I should go to bed. Tomorrow is a new day, let’s see what God brings me tomorrow ! I just want to tell you something. I might not have a happy life, but I’m enjoying it because I’m in a wonderful place and I can’t be thankful enough to still be alive. When I wake up, I dance and sing ! It feels so good to smell the morning’s air, hear the birds singing and see all those colors around me. Yes I really think life is beautiful, no matter what ! Don’t complain all the time about your life, and live it the way you want to as long as you can ! Because yesterday will never come back, no time for regrets and just do whatever you want to do !! Do you think I’m crazy ? Well, no I’m not, trust me I know what I’m talking about. Regrets are just a waste of time, but I admit we can’t always control them. Don’t worry they will make you stronger ! Good night everyone!

About Vicky

My name is Vicky, I come from France. I am 19 years old. I love all kind of sports, sing and dance. I write sometimes... That's my first time in WordPress and I enjoy it :)
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